So there's lots going on these days in this household! The funny, scary, crazy part is that a lot of what is going on is in me, like in my head, my heart. It's breaking, in a good way, my heart that is....it's changing and the crazy part is I have nothing to do with it, nothing! I don't know what is coming in the future, or what the "big picture" looks like, which is terrifying and exciting all together. I'm starting to get that HE is in control! HE's got my back! I don't handle change well, Period. And not being in control.....yeah not really up my alley either. God has shown me so much over the last couple years, I can cope with change, with His help. HE is doing a great work in me, something much bigger than me....something I don't even understand or "get" yet, and actually probably will never understand here on this earth. Like I said absolutely, terrifying. There is comfort there too though. 3 years ago I would have never thought I would be in the place I am. I would have laughed in your face if you would have told me that I would be impacted by people who are complete strangers, or that some of the people that have taught me so much about being selfless and loving others would be someone I'm not related to, and didn't even know 2 years ago. Life is crazy like that...we serve an AMAZING God. Who loves me and shows me his unending grace on a daily basis........it.blows.my.mind. But I'm so grateful for what HE has done and continues to do in me! And the people he has placed here on earth that have literally believed all these truths for me and had faith that, one day, I would too believe them for myself! For that I am ETERNALLY grateful! So thank you to ALL of you! Yeah HE had to use and is still is using you, I'm a slow learner/listener, but I'm making progress!